My Back Against The Wall

My back is against the wall 

just this time 

I'm not going to fight it

I'm going to drop all 

My inhibitions with my 

hands up

I'm surrendering, succumbing 

to the battle of the journey 

ahead

Waiting patiently 

standing tall

my legs

starting to give out

coming apart

consequences to be felt

I'm too weak to sustain 

this tension, it's to much

to bare.

It's building up

for some quite time now.

I'm going to have 

to take it 

Taking it, Taking it

I'm going to explode

How much more?!



 Taking it, Taking it

Taking it
too much

I'm going to unravel

need to relax 
Be still
Release 
energy 
Escape
And just fuck 
 Mind over
 Matter  

  

                    NonVerbal Cues




2 Introverts
Passing through like two ships sailing into the night.
Crashing into each other path
Igniting a energy
Turned into tiny sparks
Face to Face
Exchanging simple subtle
Shy glances
From time to time
Looking up
Looking down 
Shy nerves smiles here and there
Occasionally fumbling
Eventually 
Tunnel vision 
4 eyes
Locking in
Piercing 
Stares 
Into
One another 
Soul
Body language
Speaking
Volumes
Without a sound
A connection 
And sensual vibe
Was brewing
Electricity 
Beaming from one
End of the room to the other
Mystery meet attraction
Curiosity
Got the best of both
Staring off into space on cloud 9
Going from a day dream
To a wet dream 
In a matter of seconds
The intense chemistry 
Was too much to bare
Breaking eye contact
For a brief moment
The 2 looked away
Pondering what could transpire     
If the mind let the heart speak for once



                        

         

      I            
     
             SPEAK
                     
                              SONG                           

                                         

Deaf to the same BS Noise that the world is spewing out.
Blind to the hypocritical self loathing non sense the people are portraying.
Earphones in, Speaker box blaring.
Vibing to my song
hear the beat consciously, 
envision the notes, 
rhythms, 
sounds , 
instruments, taking over your mind. 
Drowning out filtering
Head bobbin,
 mediating,
2 stepping
Still coherent in a zone.
Get on this wave length
Speaking at a high octave.
If it feels good to the soul and the sounds excites the nervous system, 
Embrace and take it all in.
Don't be afraid to invent.
Who you are
Send the message
That the language of the universe is,
One tune
One song
No misinterpretation,
Collective thoughts, words and energy.
Colliding simultaneously 
Making the unconscious, conscious (as so present)
With no judgement
Speaking song.

                              

                                 Underneath The Cover

To make it to that level, one must grasp and come to know what lies beneath the covering, the mystery before the obvious. Touching the timeless soul that's beyond its time; sailing through life impacting all whom are at reach. Caressing the heart that is so pure and genuine it's placed under lock and key in a secured vault; not to be tainted. Kissing the wary mind that is troublesome at times , but still manage to have wisdom and intellect to question what is the world? Navigating it with much insight, no fear, carefree of others opinions. Once you get to that depth within someone, to know their essence, their sexy, their intrigue, and their power, all will make sense and be very much appreciated, and the quest for others will end. While the final one will entice, being worth the wild, colliding mind blowing sex, with desire and passion, leaving you at the climax cliff, begging to take the plunge, but consumed to the point of no return; waiting on the moment, for sudden rapid release, from dusk till dawn,finding yourself naked, but wrapped up underneath the covers. 

                                             Cave

Step into this therapeutic, but forbidden cave

Where water flows freely, misty, but with much pressure

Senses will unite, causing sensory over load

The head will make its way, thrown back; as the eyes closes 

while basking in the warmth of the water, hitting every inch of the temple

From the crown of head to the sole of the feets

Serenity and Peace 

Sets in....

As desire slips its greedy hands in

Making it, it's duty to turn thing up a notch

Exploration of forgotten treasures will occur

Water starts exiting from the hollow cave

Temperature rises

Sweet sounds escape....

Submissively surrendering with no ado

Wishing this wet cave was for 2 instead of 1

The erotic thoughts emerges as wetness is supplied 

Causing the backed up pipes that started leaking, to burst into a waterfall

Making it easy to relax and release simultaneously

O how this was a much needed cleanse for the 

Mind, body, and soul

Just next time with company

 In the shower

                                 

                         Thinking of Me

Vain??? far from it!!!

Never been the one to toot my horn, 

without a conscious or a cause

More likely the one to fall back and observe at a distance,

then act accordingly 

Always diverting from the book (which man implements)

marching to my own beat

but never from the truth

holding true to my beliefs

not selling my soul

The substances beneath this stubborn set fixture 

which is my heart, my brain, my thoughts

is a constants battle ground

Yet still the one to think of the next,

selfless and loyal

Humbly landing on both feet,

making my way

down to earth

Sailing on my journey of life

Set on

Self esteem

Self confidence

Self worth

Self L.O.V.E

Affectionately passionate

never to switch my script of

Writer

Dancer

Dis jockey

Creator

Artistic

At the end of the day

I admire Me, Myself, and I

Reflection is steps to progression 

It's good to put one's self first

Thinking of me,and only me at the moment

                                     

            Filtering ( Scorpio Tale)



If I let you in, I have to first push you out. 
Testing, Testing, making sure you're the right fit. 
Take off your mask you wear with perfection, to cover up all of your lost, show your face. 
I will give you, my time and my space. 
My friendship will then be offered. Own up to it by showing loyalty. 
You will be chosen and nurtured. I respect the real you, the whole package, not a portion, or a piece. 
If you show your true colors, I will paint the picture, and go from there, leaving no stone unturned, then placing you. 
From there it's only black and white, no shades of grey. 
Your either in or out. 
I call it how I see and how I feel. 
Hiding will keep you boxed in, causing exposure for me to see right through you. 
Disinterest will consume,
replacement will emerge....and I'm out.
Just like that